Beware the Dog | ||
2003-08-08 || Atters | ||
Wow.� It�s been awhile.� Here are the Friday Five and an itty bitty update. 4. Do you
prefer traveling by plane, train or car?�
Depends on who I am traveling with
and where I am going.� I could take a
hella� road trip with my friend M.� Or
the plane and get more places quicker. Last Wednesday evening I got
home from the weekly staff meeting and Atty was pacing and panting.� There was not a cloud in the sky and it was
strange for him to stress like that.� I
was concerned and around 9:45 p.m. he laid down, jaw clenched, heart racing and
I lost my mind. I have wonderful parents to take
the call, find me a vet and calm me so late in the evening. Atty had a stroke or a severe
onslaught of the degenerative nerve disease that had been taking the use of his
back legs for over a year. The next morning he was still
stressed and when I served him breakfast, he wouldn�t eat. We were at the vet�s office alone
for one and a half hours.� He calmed
down after the first hour and I knew. Thanks to B and T for helping
make it so easy.� Because I loved � no,
love � him and was glad that it was so painless. I have been out of work for a
week.� Atty died last Thursday and B and
I went to the Chris Isaak concert that night, to Savannah the next day and then
came back after fighting, getting lost and saying mean and cruel things to each
other. I cried drunkenly at the
concert.� I demolished seven glasses of
wine.� Was touched by the rainbow
arching over the concert arena and missed my dog.� Chris Isaak�s songs of heart break made me think of Atty. I cried in the car on the way to
Savannah, in the car on the way back, in bed that night, the next morning and
more off and on for the next few days.� We picked up Atty�s ashes Wednesday
and then met with his old family to trade stories and give them half the
ashes.� Then, I stopped crying. Good Bye Atters.� You are the best dog EVER. 3 comments so far before & after |
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